Kalispera. eimai 28 xronwn kai prin ligo kairo gurisa apo to ekswteriko opou emenaazi me to paidi pou eixame sxesi. I sxesi auti teæeiwse kai gurisa apla gurnwntas sunidoitopoiisa oti den exw kanena ousiastika pia. i kolliti mou kanei to didaktoriko tis sto ekswteriko. o kollitos mou einai arrwbaniasmenos me tin aderfi mou kai zoun mazi kai pleon den bgainoun sxedon pote eksw, kati paromoio me ton allo mou kollito pou molis pantreutike. i alli moy kolliti pantreutike kai auti, exei mwro kai exei metakomisei eparxia enw i teleutaia pou emeine logw tis duskolis epoxis kanei duo douleies kai ston elaxisto xrono pou tis apomenei proteimaei na ksekourazetai kai na koimatai etsi milame apla apo to tilefwno. oso imoun elswteriko eixa megaluteri epafi mazi tous afou gia ena tilefwno oloi exoun xrono. den tous katigorw fusika gt auti einai i fusiki roi twn pragmatwn, apla exw ftasei sto simeio na min exw enan anthrwpo na paw gia ena cafe. stin douleia mou dustixws den exw tin dunatotita na kanw gnwrimies opote exw apokleistei entelws. mou aresei na pernaw zrono me ton eauto mou, diabazw, akouw mousiki, gumnazomai, blepw tainies kai alla. ALLA leipei to sumantikotero pragma stin zwi. i epafi. niwthw oti paw xameni. ektos apo to gegonos oti den prokeitai ksafnika na kanw nees parees pleon to blepw akatorthoto na gnwrisw kai kapoion antra stin zwi mou. eimai 28 xronwn, morfwmeni, arketa omorfi opws oloi lene, me douleia, apo kali oikogeneia, me kali kardia kai aksies alla apo pti fainetai den exoun kamia simasia afou apla eimai kleismeni se 4 toixous kai den briskw mia lusi.. ti mborw na kanw apo to na arxisw na lupamai ton eauto mou kai na arxisw na blepw tin zwi na feugei?