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Hello guys!!! I would like to say my problems about my self, well yesterday I was attending a festival with my friends and company, so one of my friend brought his new girlfriend, she was sooo beautiful, well im not jealous about my ftiend in this way nor I like him, but ya know when you see a beautiful woman you say to yourself why? How lucky, I wish be that girl or a little beautiful like her, the problem is that when I see a beautiful girl around my friend I feel in an inferior position, the truth is I dont feel beautiful or be, im a average to low girl and that coming out to others maybe? This cause to my confidence a reduction and I dont know how to suppress that. Plus I lke a young man from my friends and due to the upper reasons maybe he doesnt like me back and neither I was told be beautiful or cute, plus I have never been in relationship or have sex with smn. So yesterday I arrived to my home and started to.cry, I want to try love my self but I cant bc im ungly, I feel ungly and I have nothing to give to the person I like, I wonder if I worth to like this person, I feel like embrarassing him being near to him, one of my best friend know I like this certain man and he teased me about, I dont know I feel useless... I would like to gimme your advise (as I have seen you help other with your advises) in both greek or englishP.S. I can read and speak greek but I dont write greek so good as you, sorry for this and have a nice day