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prin duo evdomades eixa gnwrisei ena paidi apo to facebook pou mou arese...milisame se sinolo duo fores kai itan arketes gia na arxizw na ton skeftomai ithela na ton gnwrisw alla pote den ekana gnwrimies mesw internet kai malista me auton pou eixame milisei mono 2 fores kai den eixe oute eikona na dw..no no too risky..mia mera loipon mou sinaivise kati pou me ekane na ginw liwma krasi tsigara kai mousiki ena spiti spasmeno kai skoteino...se kapoia fasi anoigw to fb kai mou milaei ''autos'' zalismeni egw milame-katalavainomaste kai mou proteinei na pame ekeini tin stigmi gia krasi...pairnw loipon to risko tis methismenis kai ton sinantaw sima katatethen ta moustardi tpu papoutsia.Perimena 2 lepta me to roloi sto 1 lepto eixe erthei enas kirios arketa ilikiomenos kai mou milouse apogoiteumeni egw paw na figw kai vlepw ena tipo me moustardi papoutsia mprosta mou eixa meinei mono sta papoutsia kai tote siniditopoiisa oti isws itan autos..akouw to onoma mou kai siga siga to vlemma mou ftanei to diko tou...ITAN TELIOS...den pisteua oti tha mou arese toso polu..opws katalavainete meta pigame gia krasi autos sovaros kai goiteutikos me koitouse entona otan tou milousa i kai otan koitousa allou..apla uperoxa se kapoia stigmi protinw na figoume kai ligo prin xoristoume mou leei poso wraio einai to arwma mou kai poso tou aresei..tou dinw ton arithmo mou gia na ksanasinantithoume meta apo ligo mou stelnei minima oti tou arese to arwma mou kai i prosopikotita mou kai oti autos einai o arithmos tou..ok arketa kala gia sinantisi me agnwsto apo internet egw pleon eimai stin fasi''oneiro''.tin methepomeni mera mou stelnei na pioume pali krasi kai egw tou to akirwnw dioti eilikrina den mporousa argotera autos eixe douleia i sizitisi ekleise me to steile opote se volepsei..etsi kai egw tin epomeni stelnw gia na vrethoume dexete etoimazomai psixologika kai mi kai perimenw na perasei i wra 2 wres prin mou to akirwnei legontas oti exei polu douleia kathws mou zitaei signwmi apogoiteumeni egw tou apantaw na mou steilei otan...xthes mia vdomada meta apo to minima kathws imoun sto leoforio gia ena sinedrio pou eixa koitaw ton dromo kai vlepw ta moustardi papoutsia gourlwnw ta matia kai vlepw oti einai autos ithela na katevw alla i stasi itan makria pernouse apo ena magazi pou skeftomoun na paw ekeini tin imera kai na min paw nwris sto sinedrio..egw den piga kai autos itan ekei...diesthisi i karma? perase mia vdomada kai tipota den esteile den kserw ti na skeftw kai ti na kanw...sto fb den mpainei allo...ektos apo simera pou mpika ton eida anevasa kati gia na kanw aisthiti tin parousia mou kai meta apo ena lepto vgike..kati den kollaei enw ola edixna stin arxi oti tou aresw twra??mipws ontws exei douleis?egw pou thelw na to diekdikisw ti na kanw?niwthw erwtwumeni me enan tipo me moustardi papoustia ..prooro alla anekselegkto niwthw les kai ton iksera mia zwi,les kai mono autos einai gia mena..kai auto ponaei akoma pio polu twra pou ton zw mesa apo ta oneira mou..