ΕΞΟΜΟΛΟΓΗΣΕΙΣ

Gamwto!Oute upnos,olo oneira,kai olo akouw prin ksupnhsw th fwnh tou,opws otan ksaplwname mazi kai m milage gluka.Oxi,dn exw apokthsei ekth ais8hsh gia na akouw fwnes.Kai dn erxetai,loipon,h sugkentrwsh me tipota,gia na diavasw estw kai ena diwro paragwgika.Ase pou sto ksekarfwto vourkwnw,kai exw ginei san gunaikoula pou muksoklaiei epeidh ths xalase to pastitsio.Kai niw8w asxhma,kai mou leipeis...Den leei na proxwrhsei to pragma.Ante kalh mou,shkwse ksana to kefali opws ekanes kai prin ena xrono,tetoia epoxh.Alla giati apla ais8anomai oti dn exw kouragio na shkwnomai apanwta meta apo ka8e xtuphma?E,giati?Uparxoun polu pio duskoles katastaseis apo enan xwrismo,kai as htan 2 xronia h sxesh...Alla etsi einai o an8rwpos.Mporei na antilamvanetai,alla sunais8hmatika duskola paradexetai.Oxi oloi,oxi panta.Ouf!Kai oxi,den kollaw sto parel8on,oute eimai kota.Apla niw8w hli8ia pou arghsa na pw se enan uperoxo an8rwpo oti 8elw na ksanaeimaste mazi,kai twra einai meallh.Kai ton agapw akoma,kai upoferw.Einai san na skizetai h kardia m sta duo.Kai eksaitias auths ths ais8hshs,den mporw na empisteutw kanenan,kai kleinomai,anevazw teixos.Kai dwstou,oi filoi na mou lene,oti den me proseggizei kaneis epeidh monima eimai arnhtikh,moiazw desmeumenh enw den eimai kai oti kai na gnwrisw kapoion,molis paei h suzhthsh parapera apo to filiko,egw tou rixnw na ena ''X''.Epishs,moutrwsa pou kapoia filh mou phge na mou kanei prokseneio,les kai eimaste 100 xronia pisw.Afou den mou ekane click to paidi,ti na ginei dhladh?Me to zori pantreia?!Kai gnwstoi kai filoi me rwtane giati den exw sxesh,aki krima pou eimai toso wraia kopela,kai ahdies pou lene oi 8eitses.Den polupisteuw sto ''oudeis anantikatastatos'',einai to allo mou 8ema.Nai,h zwh proxwraei kai den shmainei oti enas kalos an8rwpos pou htan mazi mou htan kai o monadikos ston planhth.Apla,kata atomo,anantikatastatos ginetai kapoios me ton tropo tou.Me ta viwmata,ta logia kai tis prakseis,tis empeiries kai tis stigmes pou moirazetai mazi sou.Nai,kaloi an8rwpoi uparxoun kai sto xeirotero meros,oi kakoi,opws h8istai na lene,einai sth fulakh.Gi'auto kai mou leipei o sugkekrimenos an8rwpos.An htan allos mporei eukola na mhn hmoun etsi sunais8hmatika.Kai den exw niwsei megaluterh apwleia kai psuxiko pono sth zwh mou.Mporei na ksanaginei kati,kapote,to mellon kaneis den to diavazei.Mporei kai oxi.Pote den ksereis.Omws egw twra ais8anomai san na vouliazw se ena elos,niw8ontas xazh pou arghsa.