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"Konteuw na skasw"..einai to moto mou tous teleutaious 9 mhnes!Kai to xeirotero einai pws enw thelw na kanw to terastio mpam,egw h idia den me afhnw. As parw ta pragmata apo thn arxh.Prin 9 mhnes diapustwsa pws h kollhth mou filh mou exei pei psemmata..kai oxi mono!Mou ekruve pragmata pou oi alloi gnwrizane ektos apo emena!Pragmata pou pragmatika htan anohto na mou ta kruvei kai psemmata pou akomh den mporw na katalavw giati ta eipe.Etsi apla gkremisthke o kosmos mou kai olh h ektimhsh pou ths eixa.Meta apo toses gunaikoules pou m poulhsan filia,nomiza pws eixa vrei mia pragmatikh filh.Kai ennoeitai pws amesws mphka sto trupaki "posa alla psemmata arage na mou exei pei?". Kath'olh th diarkeia twn 9 mhnwn poses fores thn akouga me kaxupopsia pisteuontas pws osa m leei einai psemmata!Poses fores thn exw piasei na leei anakriveies kai poses alles diapistwnw alla krummena gegonota apo allous filous pou eutuxws mh gnwrizontas k oi idioi ti akrivws kanei,thn eksethesan mprosta mou..opws oti eixe gnwrisei to neo ths boyfriend se mia sxetika nea ths filh,enw opote ths elega egw na ton gnwrisw evriske olo k kapoia nea dikaiologia. Exw prospathhsei polles fores na ths milhsw,na to vgalw apo mesa mou,oxi toso gia na thn kraksw alla giati me trwei auto to g@mhmeno "giati?"!Kai me apodeiksh to keimeno auto,fusika kai de ths exw milhsei.Den pisteuw oti tha to kanw.Se mia fash ths zwhs mou pou prospathw edw k 2 xronia na ksanavrw ton palio kalo m eauto,pou hksere na mhn kwlwnei kai de fovotan kathe nea arxh,meta apo mia erwtikh apogohteush..fovamai polu. Kai fusika autos pou metraei tis megaluteres apwleies eimai egw.Exw xasei kathe kouragio na proxwrhsw th zwh mou,eidika otan to mono m sthrigma einai o kataponhmenos mou eautos.To erwthma vevaia einai:Otan kaneis den gnwrizei ti akrivws pernas kai den exeis kapoion na se vohthhsei,otan psuxika kai psuxologika exeis piasei pato..ti kaneis?