ΕΞΟΜΟΛΟΓΗΣΕΙΣ

Exoun perasei 3 xronia kai akoma ponaei.Eixa na dw to proswpo tou 3 xronia kai kapws etsi ton petuxa sto facebook ''engaged'' elege to status tou.Xmm eirwnia thn hmeromiia pou egrafe auth h kataramenh selida tou profil egw kai o thanashs hdh kaname kati.Hdh ton eixa erwteutei trela hdh den borousa na mhn ton kseftomai kathe deuterolepto ths hmeras pou pernouse.Den tou to eipa omws pote.Vlepeis hmastan filoi pou pernousan xrono mazi ,htan kati casual h etsi prospathousa na to paiksw.Vevaia poso casual borei na einai kai poso cool na to paikseis otan latreueis ta pada panw tou ? oxi den htan aplws sex.htan kati parapanw.Etsi nomiza dhladh.Htan o pio omorfos mhnas ths zwhs mou.Sex ,agalia sto xali me tis wres paixnidia ,faghto tainies ateleiwtes wres suzhthshs prwino stis 7 to prwi sto lukavito kai alla tetoia paromoia pou apla den boreis na mhn erwteuteis kapoion.Omws den eipa pote tipota.Efeuga pada kuria.Kai etsi ksafnika o thanashs eksafanizetai.Eixe hdh allh.H prwth mou adidrash htan ''ma kala pote prolavaine'' ? meta 3 mhnes na mhn stamataw na klaiw kai na rwtaw ton eauto mou giati ?Ena monimo giati me vasanize gia mhnes.Eixa ftiaksei polles thewries sto mualo mou.Eixa polles apadhseis xwris na mathw pote poia htan h swsth.Mhpws eftaiga egw pou den tou anoixthka kai hmoun pada toso ''casual'' mhpws auth htan pio omorfh pio pshlh pio adunath me pio wraia matia podia?hmpws epeidh efeuga sto ekswteriko se ligous mhnes ? Skata.Pote den ematha kai pote den tha mathw.Vlepeis hmouna kuria den zhthsa pote ekshghseis.Vrethika polles fores methusmenh ekenurismenh kai klamenh eksw apo th porta tou alla pote den xtuphsa to koudouni.Egwismos.Den hthela na me dei etsi.Isws giati hthela na me thymatai ws thn euxaristh kopela pou perase omorfes stigmes mazi.Isws htan lathos mou giati akoma me vasanizei..Akoma ourliazei mesa mou auto to giati.Isws eprepe na ton kunhghsw na ton diekdikisw etsi den kanoun stis tainies ? Den ekana pote tipota.Telika ftaiei autos h egw? berdeutika xathika pali mesa stis skepseis mou.Antio.