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(Syggnwmh ek twn prwterwn gia ta greecklish, alla to plhktrologio de diathetei ellhnika...)Apostasiopoihmenh edw kai para poly kairo apo ola... me pentakatharh pleon skepsi kai dosmenh eksoloklhrou sth nea mou kathimerinothta..skeftomai katastaseis pou perasa k psaxnw na vrw ena logo pou analothika..kai anazhtw thn aksia toys sth zwh mou...Eidikotera..peran twn ypoloipwn...h synanastrofh mou me sygkekrimeno atomo...ypothesi edw k panw apo ena xrono teleiwmenh...me kapoies epanemfaniseis..apth meria mou ta pragmata sxedon anekathen ksekathara..biwnontas katastaseis ysterias apo th meria tou me zhlies kai ypervolikh katapiesh... To ekopsa oso prolavaina...dyskola giati den ithela na ton xasw...k gi afto oso moy to zhthse paremeina konta tou.. mia mera apofasizei oti de tou kanw kalo k rksafanizetai, allazei noymero kinhtou, me mplokarei apo pantou klp klp...to sevomai... epanemfanizetai mono gia thn egwistikh tou epivevaiwsh.. de to paradexetai alla to kserw..pernaei ena diasthma.. ksekatharizw poia einai ta aisthimata mou.. niwthw pragmata..alla taftoxrona kserw oti pote de tha mporousa na eimai mazi tou... parallhla ton symponw...Teleftaia synanthsh... meta apo kairo...sa na mh symvainei tipota...sa na mh xvrisame pote.. kai sex... k meta na klaiei sa mwro... tha efevga ..ekswteriko..k opws eipe hksere oti pleon de mporouse na kanei tipota..Thewrhtika petousa savato prwi..h pthsh akyrwthike logw kakokairias.. ena tetarto prin thn pthsh mou stelnei efxes.. apthn teleftaia synanthsh eixan mesolavisei mhnes..tou lew oti h pthsh mallon akyrwthike epeidh de ton xairethsa... mou leei oti den antexei na me xairethsei.. to sevomai..pente mhnes meta k enw den exoume milhsei, ton pairnw thl na dw ti kanei.. ksekathara, anthrwpina..oso k an me kourase san symperifora htan o monadikos me ton opoio mphka pote se diadikasia sxeshs..kai to prospathisa sklhra..mou zhtaei na ginoume filoi sto fb afou me ksemplokare.. dyo meres meta me ksanamplokarei...Gelaw..den antidrw...meta apo ena mhna mou ksanakanei aithma..den antidrw... Ton symponw..gia ola tou ta themata..Alla.....de shmaine tipota telika?Tyxaia ton synanthsa?Askopa analothika?Giati na spatalhsw tosh energeia mazi toy gia sxedon tria xronia twra?Rhtorikes erwthseis... den psaxnw apanthsh..Thetw erothmata ston eafto mou gia na mhn to afhnw na ksexnaei...Afto htan olo !