ΕΞΟΜΟΛΟΓΗΣΕΙΣ

ola ksekhnisan prin 9-10 xronia.hmouna paidi otan ena vradi etsi ksafnika xreiasthke na mpw sto dwmatio twn gwniwn mou,xwris na xtuphsw thn porta,kai tous antikrisa na kanoun sex(den eixan kleidwsei thn porta).emeina afwnh giati ws tote den tous eixa dei oute na filiounte,oute na agaliazontai pote mprosta mas''aftoi oi gamhmenoi shnththtismoi mas efagan''.telospantwn,ki aftoi opws einai logiko xafniasthkan kai ntraphkan pou me eidan etsi xafnika mprosta tous.afou ntu8hke h mana mou me phge sto dwmatio kai mou eipe kai kala oti den htan afto pou nomizw.. fusika den thn pistepsa,alla den hthela na to sunexisw.thn allh mera,san na mhn egine tipota,ola fusiologika kai ola ok(gi'autous)! alla edw pou ta leme oute egw hthela na to suzhthsw,giati ektos apo avola eniwtha kai ahdia! etsi pernontas ta xronia kai zwntas perierges oikogeneiakes stigmes opws endooikogeneiakh via se mena alla kai sth mana mou,tsakwmous,fwnes,light alkolismous.. arxisa na katalavenw oti kati den paei kala me mena kai thn oikogeneia mou kai ftanontas sthn efhveia gurw sta 14-15 arxisa na exw ex8rikh sxedon sumperifora pros aftous,fusika hksera giati ginotan afto,to thema einai oti aftoi to parapanw gegonos to perasan adiafora,giati 8a skeftikan paidi einai den tha thimate,alla dustuxws thimomoun ta panta.. kai ka8e fora pou sumperiferomoun''perierga''elegan ti exei afto to paidi,ti la8os kaname mazi tou,giati ta alla mas paidia einai ''fusiologika'';kai kati alles tetoies malakies. etsi perasan ola ta xronia ths efhveias mou,na eimai teleiws apomakrh apo tous dikous mou,na einai ousiastika xenoi gia mena kai ekeinoi na sunexizoun na anarwtiountai giati ginotan olo afto(milame gia theatro tou paralogou),wspou apofasisa na fugw apo to spiti kai na mhn tous ksanadw pote sth zwh mou.eixa kai exw poli asmhma sunais8hmata gi'autous alla kapoia stigmh prepei na epistrepsw pisw gia na kseka8arisw ta pragmata,giati tosa xronia zousa mia eswterikh kolash,pou me kratouse pisw,alla einai kairos afth h kolash na perasei kai sto allo stratopedo.. ps:twra eimai 22 kai analogizomenh to parel8on,eilikrina den 8a hthela na htan diaforetika ta pragmata,apo thn apopsh oti sthn telikh ola einai thema xhmeias,afou den eixa xhmeia me tous an8rwpous pou me eferan sth zwh,arga h' grhgora 8a fainontan afto kai den exw kanena provlhma me oti exei ginei, isws me ton tropo pou egine..