6.5.2012 | 11:43
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gyrisa spiti mou, exontas perasei to vrady me allon, anti me ayton pou me agapaei kai me leei 'kopela' tou. einai h 4h fora pou to kanw ayto, me diaforetiko an8rwpo ka8e fora, se ena diasthma 6 mhnwn. einai epishs, h 1h fora sth zwh mou pou eimai apisth. ka8e mia apo tis fores pou edwsa allou stoma, swma, k xrono, ma ka8e fora, emeina psyxraimh mexri thn epomenh mera pou 3ypnhsa tromagmenh, anakatemenh, gemath frikh sthn idea tou psemmatos p 8a prepei na pw k evala k ligo ta klammata gia ektonwsh. den katalavainw pragmatika giati to kanw ayto, kai ayto einai to provlhma mou. Anexomai to na eimai apisth k as me e3eytelizei sta matia ta dika mou, alla den anexomai to na mhn 3erw giati to kanw ayto. Pote den h8ela na eimai etsi. Panta eixa sxetika eykola opoion h8ela, den peinaw. Kai aytos o antras pou einai dipla mou, to a3izei, den mou einai ligos. Kai den eimai paidi, konteyw 30. Giati?skeftomai oti ftaiei h 3enh asiatikh xwra, pou enw me exei tyli3ei anapaytika, mou exei sterhsei olh thn prohgoumenh m zwh, k epomenws k thn isorropia kai xanw ton elegxo.. skeftomai oti mporei na ftaiei pou ftanw 30 k fovamai to telos tou tsilimpourdismatos, opote endidw.. skeftomai oti h sxesh mou den me ikanopoiei synais8hmatika alla den to katalavainw.. skeftomai oti oloi oi an8rwpoi kanoun malakies, k lew, aei sta kommatia, mhn exeis typseis, alla prose3e kai na mhn to ma8ei pote, oxi gia na mhn se xwrisei -giati to a3izeis- alla gia na mhn ton kaneis na ypoferei kai na mizeriasei kai na koitaei meta agria ka8e gynaikapws kai giati egina etsi? kai giati den to stamataw afou mou stoixizei toso?
