20.7.2015 | 21:30
A girl's letter to her girl
I am a jerk and i miss you.I miss being harassed while making you breakfast wearing nothing but my favorite Shirt. I miss your breast. The way i slowly and innocently touched your nipples with my hands and i could feel them harden around my fingers I miss our texts, the dirty ones, the cute ones, the fighting ones.I miss your hair, always tying a plait when we get to bed, always ruining it in the heat of the moment.I miss us going out, you always finishing the bottle when i had barely finished my glass.I miss your perfect ass, the one i couldn't take my hands off. The one you always turn to me when i was acting like a fool.I miss growling to you, talking for hours yammering for every single thing.I miss your hands, feeling them all over me waking up sensations and feelings beyond i could imagine.I miss making you late for work, always making you staying in bed with me more than you should.I miss your mouth, kissing me gently and softly while whispering words that made my whole body tremble with desire.I miss our rides.Making fun of your slow stupid "snail" but always volunteering to be the driver.I miss feeling you coming in my hands repeatedly almost every nightI miss those big puppy eyes of you hiding a thousand thoughts into them. Always asking what are you thinking, always answering nothing.I miss us sitting in my bed, me smoking having you lying on top of me.I miss not being able to get enough from you. Always wanting more. I lie to you and i cheated you and i left you and i hurt you the way i never thought i would do to anyone. I reached you when i shouldn't and then it was too late and all i could think is that i can't stand losing you. But that doesn't mean that what we had was nothing but real and as bad as you hate me right now, deep inside you know it too.I wont come back to you but I miss you cause jerks can fall in love too.