ΕΞΟΜΟΛΟΓΗΣΕΙΣ

Sevi, All those things you did. All these lies. I will never understand how is it even possible for a person to do all these things to another human being. You broke my heart, and I am sure you haven’t even spent a single moment to realise what you did to me. I know our relationship wasn't ideal, I know I was mean to you from times to times. But every single time, I tried to make up and be a better person for you. And I succeeded that! I learnt from my mistakes! And deep inside you, you know that this is all true. You know I cared about you. I cared about you, like no one ever did before. And you didn't even stood a moment there to consider what I was for you. What have I done for you. You only kept remembering all these bad moments, while ignoring the good ones. You just threw everything because you were told so by your “so-called-friends”. These friends who were judging me, without even knowing me. You threw everything with the excuse that you weren’t happy. How could you expect to be happy after lying to me for so long? You just threw everything for another man, that the only thing he wanted from you, was sex. His intentions were so obvious that it was actually ridiculous how naive,stupid and “easy” you are. You were never honest to me. You never tried for our relationship. How could you expect from this to work and even get sad about it, while you had the audacity to blame me? I can see things so much clearly now through my tears. Eventually, you are the one that worths nothing. And now I am sure you will never be anything in your life. Our break-up tore my heart to pieces, because of the way you treated me, but now I am a better person. I know I am. I have left behind all these things that kept me back. I am helping people around me, people I dont even know! I am spending time with my family, who needs me more than ever after my uncle’s death. And I might won’t get well from the one day to another from this, but someday I will rise again from my ashes! And be trully happy with a person that will appreciate what have I to give! And someday you will finally recall all these things that happened. And that will be the day you will realise what you have lost. https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10200875815161292&set=a.1243108641472.2032781.1342025169&type=1&theater This is a necklace, made by a painted little rock I found during the first Summer we spent together at Naxos.. I wanted to make this for you, when we were together.. But you never gave me the strength to finish it.. I will put my best now though, for all there is left from me.. Don't ask me why.. All I know is that there is so much Sorrow.. I can see it everywhere.. I can feel it overwhelming me.. And every time I try to surpass it, it keeps coming back in a more violent way.My last hope is that when I finish this necklace, I will have gotten over you. I don't know what will I become if this doesn't work. I don't want to know. This is my last hope. The One that Once used to be "Your George"