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Sabbato bradu kai gw kleismenh sto dwmatio mou, monh mou mprosta sthn o8onh tou upologisth mou kai sto dipla xwro h mhtera mou kai monadikh mou suntrofia teleutaia,-auth mprosta sthn o8onh ths tv ths-na perimenw na perasei h wra gia na paw gia upno sto kruo kai adeio krebati mou kai na afhsw pali pisw mou mia adeia hmera...Mia hmera opws kai h ka8e allh ta teleutaia 3 xronia ths zwhs mou, pou suneidhtopoihsa oti den zw mia zwh alla apla thn parakolou8w kai thn blepw na pernaei apo mprosta mou...H' akomh xeirotera: zw me ta perisseuomena twn allwn..Oi filoi pou den exw alla pernousa tis wres mou mazi tous apla kai mono gt, eite htan filoi ths aderfhs mou p.x h' kapoiou allou gnwstou...Kai oxi oti ftaine autoi...Egw pantote eixa auto to problhma: na mhn epitrepw (a8ela mou) ston allon na me kanei filh tou...Kai einai polu periergo gt, enw kai kala pernane mazi mou oi alloi, (dioti to xioumor einai o monos aneptugmenos kwdikas koinwnikopoihshs pou katafernw na aksiopoihsw se opoiadhpote morfh sxeshs pou exw anaptuksei kata kairous), kai na me empisteutoun gt eimai pisth kai krataw mustika, mallon ftaiei to oti den mporw na kanw to idio mazi tous...Giati oi sxeseis einai sunallagmatikes: oti dineis auto pairneis!!! Alla h monaksia pote den me tromaze! Isa-isa pou thn epizhtousa kai as eimai polu mikrh gia na 8elw na to kanw...To xeirotero gia mena einai auth h aergia pou xarakthrizei kai gemizei tis adeies kai basanistikes wres tou 24wrou mou...Den uparxei xeirotero pragma apo to na mhn exeis na kaneis kati dhmiourgiko kai na se gemizei...Na ksupnas kai na koimasai bazontas to mualo sou se ena dhmiourgiko parallhrhma kai na niw8eis auth thn eksapsh...OXI ths anakalupshs h' dhmiourgias kati spoudaiou alla APLA ths paragwgikothtas kai ths apasxolhshs tou mualou...Giati otan den exeis na skefteis kati pou prepei na kaneis, anagkazesai na akous ton eauto sou kai tis skepseis sou kai na suneidhtopoieis pragmata pou isws me thn apasxolhsh na ta paramelouses kai na mhn tous edines shmasia! Isws kai na agnoouses oti uphrxan auta ta "8emata" mesa sou... Kai mhn speusete na mou peite oti einai kalo gt: 3 xronia= 365 hmeres x 3=1095 hmeres x 24 wres=26.280 wres x60 lepta= 1.576.800 ateleiwta lepta skepseis kai eswterikhs endoskophshs!!!!!! 8elete na pw kati allo panw se auto??? Kai pera toutou, einai kai auth h g@mhmenh elleipsh autopepoi8hshs pou erxetai kai eksafanizei kai to teleutaio psixoulo elpidas...Alla to xeirotero olwn kserete poio einai??? Oti KSERW pws einai diko mou kai mono ftaiksimo pou katanthsa etsi!!! Na bgainw me tous filous twn allwn, na filoksenoume se spitia suggenwn otan feugw apo thn eparxia opou menw pleon kai taksideuw sthn "megalh polh" gia na dw tous "filous" mou apo ta palia kai na zhsw ligo...estw kai ligo kati...Na perimenw na mou broun douleia oi alloi h' me prosxhma thn "krish" na mhn kanw kati...Kai exete dikio na me krazete alla einai ena "moudiasma" kai adeiasma psuxhs pou me krataei pisw...me akinhtopoiei...me bu8izei kai me pnigei...Alla den einai kata8lipsh...alla den kserw kai ti einai...Kai xairomai,kai gelaw kai asteieuomai...Alla den kserw ti einai... Yparxoun stigmes sthn zwh mou, pou to mono pou 8a h8ela einai: eite na hmoun se ena erhmiko nhsi monh mou xwris tritous na me krinoun...eite mia aggalia erwtikh na kleistw mesa ths sto telos ths hmeras kai na niwsw asfaleia, ki as exoun paei ola straba mes sthn hmera...Eite na klapsw toso polu pou na prhstoun ta matia mou toso pou na petaxtoun kai na pesoun katw...Alla na to bgalw apo mesa mou epitelous ki na ksalafrwsw..Kala einai to cybersex, ta paixnidia sto fb kai ta angrybirds...alla oxi mono auta re gmt....Kai epitelous: as me rwthsei kai mena kapoios: esu pws NIW8EIS kai oxi ti 8a KANEIS....